Okie Dokie!

So i lost the password i needed to get into the blog XD silly me right? but it's all good because i'm back! hehe, and I've updated the site too! But yah... I have so pruging to do wit the comments... stupid spam... whatever

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Dear god..... I'm in cumputer class at the moment.......... He says that this is going to be a "challenging' class. What lies! I wanna sleep!!! grrr.. You guys can tell that it had been hard week for me huh? i have done absoultrly Nothing all week! and i've said that i'd update more too. I didn't mean to lie to you guys... hahahahahahaha....

ahhh.....but really though.... i'm hating this class! it SOOO repetitive! i'm hoping that we do something soon...Maybe it's the people that are in this class not knowing anything that is making things go by so slow for me, idk... whatever, it's too late to swhich out and it's esay creidts too so, i'll stop complaining....

My classes, as i know some of you were wonering are pretty easy. The only problem is the WORK! So much work to do! That really is the only problem. So that doll maker i want is going to have to go on hold =

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Mood: Pissy

Why God doesn't want me to have one week without a fight I couldn't say. Everything was going soo well untill i got back home and my dad began yelling and blaming me for my mouse not working on his computer!

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Part of me wanted to laugh at him though,( he didn't plug the USB in) But when i tried to tell him what was wrong, he really blows up on me! telling me that all i do is mess things up. At this point i really just wanted to rip out all the internal part and just have him figure out how to put it back together. But i didn't because his girlfriend needs to use it too. Then he starts yelling bat me because some websie won't show up anymore(because he uses I.E 6). I tried to tell him that he needs to update his browser, but he just keeps yelling at me! And i was at the point where my patinets was wearing thin because i just can't handel blunt ingnoness if you know what i'm talking about....I think i should just stop helping them sadly. If all he's going to do is yell at me then it means he can do it himself.
Aye-yah! Now i need to rest! I was planning to blog about my stay at Matt's house(which was great), but now i need to burn so oils, drink some tea and do some yoga...And then i have to update the Tut's because people are screaming a me for them (SORRY!!!!!!!!!) 0-0
They're done thought hahahaha! i jus didn't make the page =p or the php code to post it hehe.

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Mood: Wanted

So I got to see Matt today,after what had seemed like a long time, but really it was only a little over a wek! Anyways, i had loads of fun just being with him! We only really just walked and talked, but i think it was time well spent. I hope he feels that way too. The bus ride sucked, but the clam i feel around him is great and, well, i need a distraction for Tyler, Alex and Gregg. I need someone who can bring peace in my life and make me feel like i'm wanted just the way i am =]

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Our hearts are still breaking after all was said and threw.
Falling into bits and pieces, glittering like fresh morning due,
How could i have hurt you so bad?
When it was you who deiceded what it was we had?

And when i refused to come back before you called,
Before you forgave me for being me.
Was i really that wrong for just letting it be?
And all i asked for is for you to speak my name.
But even that drives you insane
And all that blame.
All that blame.
And my life was never the same

And you could never handle it;
It broke you down.
Stripped you down to the bare elemets.
Whatever was pure has now been tainted.
Toxins of my love run deep in your veins and down to your core.
How could I ever been the one you adore?

And you think "How could she even dare"
But, love, all i did was care.
And our hearts are still breaking.

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