Mood Not with it
As some of you know, on July 16th 2009, I got my promotion form work. The same day, i borke off my relationship with Willy-not becuase of work, but because of the fact that he spends so much of his time trying to get better and none with me. I turly want him to get better so i did what i knew would be best for him.
Then he tell's me that he doesn't even want to be friends now because he only wants to be around 'sober' people.
I
AM sober. I expressed that point, lividly, and he told me that he meant sober drunks. Ironic huh?
I mean I understand completly what he means, but it just hurt. A lot.
A big part of me just wishes that i had left everything the way it was, but i had to look after myself too. I needed to be loved as well.
But that's week's old news. I saw him the other day while i was driving (illegally i know i know) He was using the gift i gave for his brithday, so atleast he didn't throw it away. That made me feel a little bit better, idk why however.
At any rate, i'm starting to feel the pain of school. Not the classes, those are easy. but the money part. Ugh, i swear that people who are continuing their education should not have to pay
this much to learn... After all, the contry needs us college students. I'm doing a great service to my contury by advancing my education.
they should pay me.
Whatever.
I shall now go answer all my comments, sorry i didn't do it earlier. I was too depressed over the fall-out of Willy to do much of anything.
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